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Barb and Esta
From USA
posted on 9/30/2010


























Your Name/Nickname.........Barb                         Age: 61               Sun sign....Libra

Country........................USA                                    State........... MI

Occupation..................Retired

Email contact...............barbarabeno@hotmail.com

Your Twins name/nickname........ Esta               Age:  77                Sun sign.....Capricorn
                                                                                                    
Country......................... USA                                 State........... MI

Occupation..................Deceased



Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....) 

I met him when I was 15, he was my boss and I was one of his employees.



Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?  

Imediately I knew that I knew him.  I could hear him telepathically.  I could read his thoughts. I couldn't stop thinking about him.  When he felt sick, so did I.  When he was ill at the end of his life, I felt it, even though I didn't know he was ill until years later.  Many years went by (17) and I still thought of him everyday.  Eventhough I was married with children, when I found out he died I wanted to go with him.



How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?  

He is now with me in spirit....in fact Jesus Christ asigned him to me as my spiritguide.  He is teaching me all about Twin Souls and what we need to do to serve the Lord, sending love into the world.



Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us? 

Since he is in spirit, he is with me everyday, guiding me and talking to me telepathically.  He directs my eyes to signs that show up everywhere.  It all just validates what I already know.  Since all of this happened I have opened up to seeing, hearing and feeling of spirits.



If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here. 

Forunately that is not the case.  My twin told me he came to me when the timing was right.  At first I was amazed and a bit frightened.  It's been 3 years now and my life has changed 100%.  I feel so much love, it's so beautiful.



Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.  

He has guided me to the Circle of Light, where I have been able to converse with Shanna and Pra.  Everyday I feel his spirit around me and it keeps getting stronger.  He sends me visions, orbs in my pictures, I've see his aparation, his light energy and his being through my minds eye.  It makes you see what a remarkable God we have.



Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below. 

We have spent several lifetimes together.  Some more intense than others.  In spirit his name is Esta and my name is Celesta.



How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion? 

My life was a living hell since the day I met him, I was young and confused.  We never had anything romantic during our 46 years of knowing each other...he was married with children.  Now since he returned in spirit, my word has changed in ways I can't explain, He calls it Stupendous.



Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonaccie Sequence as it relates to date/time? 

Numbers, signs, his name, you name it he directs me to everything.  He even left me a ring while in spirit, I went to a well know Medium in Michigan to have it validated and she confirmed that it was indeed from him and that now it connects me to him for the rest of eternity.  How wonderful.



Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)  

Absolutely,  I have done some work with pre-birth planning and found out many things about our purpose.



What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
 
Keep looking, if you don't find them in the physical then they are peeking in on you from the spirit....and if you are in your spiritual path it is very likely he will be in contact with you.



If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here? 

Are you willing to accept your Twin being with you if he is now in Spirit?  My twin and I help each other out.  I help him with his spiritual path and riting himself of karma and he helps me do the same and stay connected to God.



Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?

Yes, if it wasn't for him coming back to me in spirit I would not be in my spiritual path and where I am today, he has open me up to be able to speak to my mom and dad and brothers and any and all spirits that are kind enough to respond.  Esta and I also serve God by going out on Astral Travel and finding those who have not crossed over.  That is also our service to the Lord.



How would you describe your spiritual beliefs..? 

I live my life for God, and share my love with the Universe.



Are you artistic..................................................?  No

Do you believe in reincarnation.........................?  Yes



Free Form Comments -  I have a great picture of my Twin and I, he is shown as an Orb that is upon my face, but I'm having trouble sending it.








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