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Cinderella Man and Capmoon
from Sweden and The Netherlands
posted on 5/5/2010


























Your Name/Nickname.........Cinderella Man     Age: 47         Sun sign....Aries

Country........................ Sweden                       State...........

Occupation..................N/A

Email contact.............lexrushon@bredband.net

Your twins name/nickname........ Capmoon     Age:  40         Sun sign.....Aries

Country.........................Netherlands                 State ...........
                                                    
Occupation..................N/A



Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....) 

Internet.



Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?  

I had prepared without knowing  for our meeting, and two days before she contacted me I had adream about her that she said was true.



How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?  

Yes, but as I felt a lot of pain, it  had been a tough process as we cannot be togteher in this lifetime..probabaly...well I am sending and thinking unconditionel love for all and everybody as much as I can.



Do you share many synchronicitis together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us? 

We had some family sync, and how we live, past relationship experience, looks, etc...



If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here. 

She doesn't know I think. She lives in another country.  Maybe I will tell her someday, but I think she will call me crazy



Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.  

I had true dreams about her and some spiritual experiences as scratches on my arms with her initial letters. I could feel her pain and sadness looking at her pictures in the beginning of our internet contact.



Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below. 

I talked to mediums that confirmed that we have some heavy karma from original split and pastlives, as it was so confusing and mostly painful with anger beteen us when meeting as we wanted to run from eachother..I cannot understand why she doesn't understand our connection.



How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion? 

I was single for more than 5 years before twin contacted me..I had no issues with ex...but i think she still did.



Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonaccie Sequence as it relates to date/time? 

One of the main astrological transits that explained our meeting started on 11/11/2008 and we met the day after. Then there was more significiant astrothemes that was going on..for sure it was written in the stars that we would meet.



Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)  

My twin had for sure...as she changed her life the last years to become more spiritual, leaving her old life..that was a process that was going on when she contacted me..she has now found her "call"...I'm still working on my path..but i had made some big changes last 6 months.



What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
 
Don't look or search...they will come to you when you least expect it..for good or worse.. that you don't know til you meet.



If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here? 

Do you belive that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with?



Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?

More or less we both did that to eachother.



How would you describe your spiritual beliefs..? 

I have precognitions, true dreams.



Are you artistic..................................................?  Yes

Do you believe in reincarnation.........................?  Yes



Free Form Comments:

From age six I had about 5-6 traumatic loves in my life...karmic ofcourse...and some absolute soulmates, but this latest story still confuses me after my latest love ended in 2003.

At the beginning of  2008 I did some affirmations...visualisations and meditations about my true soulmate. For about 5 weeks I did that. 5 months later when I was in my darkest mood (dark night of the soul) as far away from thinking about love or women as I never had been before... she showed up!

I had my picture at a site, not about dating or lovesearch just about share happy affirmations and adding friends. I was the first reg. from my country.

I had wrote in my blog.."if anyone reads this please send a prayer) and 12 days later - same day as my thoughts got lighter there she was even more beautiful than in my visualisation.

She wrote.."i felt excited when is saw your pic, my emotions told me that I have to write to you."

She picked me out of several hundreds. Then, gave me some advice about my anger...I thanked her, and we connected at once .

When i looked at some of her pictures,..I felt sadness, sorrow and pain..After a month I was for sure in love with her. She was convinced that I was the one, but i said we have to meet (different countrys) and I wanted this to be true of all of my heart.. but as i believe in astrology I've checked our + and - I knowed that it would be traumatic or somehow dissapointing when we met..cause we idealised eachother.

Anyway..I had some dreams about her the first two days before she contacted me. She said it was true when we met.

Somedays I cried when looking at her pics. My heart was beating fast (heart chakra expanding?) and my solarplexus also pulsating. I was stressed about it and after 3 months we met for 3 days in 2 different locations... I knew that it would be hard..and it was like we both rejected/attracted each other. She felt a negative energy she said, but I had so much emotion, she could not handle it. She felt both joy and unease when I looked her in her eyes....we shared lot of body looks (same eyes). Like twins. One day we had the same shirtcolour (violettpurple as twincolour used to be known as). Well, there was missunderstandings - confusion - and I was scared to death...this was too much!!!
We tried to reach eachother. This was as the most bittersweet romance. We had some brief romantic moments..short hug..and kisses..but we could not come to close.

After I left her at the airport..I almost had a cry breakdown..I wanna die... my heart got a shockpain. She, she was more detached ..stronger and was convinced that this would never be. We had some email contact for a month. We found eachother for a moment because we shared the same meditation prayer. One night when I had meditated, I asked while crying..in front of a lit candle, "please tell me when I go to bed who is this woman."

At around 4 in the morning, I dreamed about a priest clothed woman standing beside my bed..with a white bible in her hand,,,she said "when they were younger ..there eyes" or something, then in front of her two small baby heads with blue eyes was flying towards my bed (twins?) Then I felt a magnetic electric, vibration..my body lifts from the bed...I said "take me up or take me down." I went down..woke up with my arm pressing at my face..I heard that i was talking in my sleep. huh?? WHAT WAS THAT? I wrote an email to her..and she got exited and said that she had a similar  story....way back. She said that I should continue meditation..and read the bible about Jesus and some of that heaven is calling old souls..that i should not be afraid. If this happens again..just let go she said..I thanked her and still hoped that we could be together somehow..but next mail she did not answer(she met another) I could feel that. We ended with an email without questions some weeks later..wishing us good luck in life etc... After that breakup, I got really depressed (soulshock). I knew that I would have to break with her.... I could not be just a friend because of my strong emotions. I had suicidal thoughts for 2 months..and now  more than a year later since we parted at the airport, I have stopped crying. I feel my heart has healed, but still she is in my thoughts every second Well, there is more to this, but I kept it as short I could.

I did not know anything about soulmates or twins at that time..Then, I found out 3 months later when looking for answers...to be continued/Cinderella Man






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