Giulia and Emmanuelle
From Czech Republic and France
Posted on 11/29/2010
Your Name/Nickname.........Giulia Age: 47 Sun sign....Leo
Country........................Czech Republic State........... N/A
Your Twins name/nickname........Emmanuelle Age: 40 Sun sign.....Capricorn
Country......................... France State........... N/A
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
The first time we met personally, was in August 2009 when I left well-known IT company due to mobbing and some serious things inside the company. I got an email contact from my niece to someone who collected evidence about the situation. That time I had heard nothing about Twin Flames and in my situation - I am still married, a love affair was the last thing I really needed. I was exhausted, dissapointed of world, had no job. Although I recognized him immediately / see explanation below / and all signs were present, I did nothing. I was zapped by energy, etheric feeling of love, understanding and I thought WOW, who are you, I KNOW YOU! THAT's ME! But I did not understand clearly what kind of relationship it was. I had nothing to offer in my situation so I did nothing. We met personally a few times and it was stronger and stronger each time though weeks passed. I remember how we apologized to each other that we were married, I remember how some part of my mind were surprised "Oh, what I am saying" but it was out of our control. Then we avoided to meet personally because of some reasons / see below / which went against our values but are still in contact by all networks.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
We both are quite rational people working in international environment and we had to fight not to touch or hug each other immediately. I am usually reserved with men but not with him. Energy, tenderness, voice, sentences, words, eye contact, eternal understanding and feeling of love when after too many bad experiences you almost started to hate people, smiles, hand touch, it was like coming home after ages and it lasts. Few sentences are enough. We are melting and become happier immediately.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
He has hepled me to recover my soul and to get me from the bottom. He taught me to love myself, to feel sexy again and trust myself in any circumstances, exactly like some part of his male energy become an integral part of my soul. From the very beginning when we met our more or less successful lives broke into pieces. Sometimes I had a real feeling like everything was against us, Matrix with all strength pushed us to start to hate each other and to blame for failures. In 16 months we lost 3 jobs, met crisis, were abused, unemployed, passed difficult interviews, started in 2 new positions, had problems with partners and relatives, with wive's pregnancy and their newborn baby, exhausting, stress, lack of finances, dissapointment, sadness, resignation, boredom and emotional storms. At some stage of this relationship I had a feeling that I am going crazy. We are still together, have shared everything together, speak together, though I wanted to block it few times because of all those freaky things.
I think we love each other a lot and even at very bad moments, left all our contact channels open, so we have regular contact by all Internet networks and also almost every late night we talk and do other things,:) just for joy and happiness before we start to lose our energy. We are those vivid persons feeding with energy - our families, but we can share and fulfil it only together. But there are still lot of things we are still afraid to discuss openly.
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
So many that I have stopped to count. I read articles here but we have more like swap synchronicities, life experiences, information, work, situations - one of us already has known it and for another one it is a new situation.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
We both already know it. I visited two seminars trying to undestand what was going on this spring and summer especially when distant sexual intimacy, contacts and communication and sharing feelings have appeared. What was really weird for me, we spoke a lot together about many things and shared some new information about TF because I was scared but we both know we are not ready to disturb current lives especially because of his small baby and my kids. Also because our spouses are not bad people. We try to be good parents and partners but sometimes it is very difficult and I miss him very much. We are in contact almost every day. My twinflame somehow learnt very quickly all possibilities of this relationship as first.
I understood more a theoretical background, he is more practical. I found it as the most difficult and funny relationship I ever had in my life but he is a great person. Twice I was very upset and wanted to stop it because never in my wildest dreams I had supposed that my soul or I? would beat with translucent hands at a great distance my twinflame into his chest and call him idiot and animal because of our very different sexual experience in the past. And he only laughed.
Once I almost collapsed during meditation and other things, I know from taoists that those things could be dangerous sometimes.There was a period that I saw him as a threat to my life, freedom and individualism. Also there is almost no one you can tell about this experience, spouses are usually jealous. We are like mirrors so I can bet when I had a headache and want a kiss he will have a headache too and have no interest to kiss someone :). With depressions or failures it is the same :) That fact should tell someone on your forum. Someone here asked the admin How to work with intensity of your relationship, where to ask? What is a purpose of all this when we did not get even a chance to try to live together?
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
Pain and grief almost broken heart or soul when we stopped contact. We know when other one is ok or not, especially exhausted or away from town. I saw once something similar to pink long ligaments when I came back to the town after vacation they stretched to his head with this info. But in my opinion, our minds put some restrictions on disturbing or checking each others common life, when I know my twin flame can check me stronger.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
No, nothing in the past. I have only feeling that future is important.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
We both had a complicated life before and lived in foreign countries. The Czech Republic is not our home country. I moved here with my husband with whom we have been together for 27 years now. My twin flame got divorced in France, started to work here, met his second wife, has a small baby now with her.
From 2002, occasionally I started to see some face, some man regularly in my mind. From 2005, I started to speak about this fact with my friends from my former work, we called him the manager. I had no more information - only that he was probably a foreigner and working for some foreign company. I did not know where to look for him or who was he but I left my previous work, told my friends about the reason and started to work for above- mentioned IT company for the first time. I found some friends there but not him and left. I was working somewhere else but still had that strong feeling present so I started to work in that company again, found out some terrible facts and left dissapointed.
Only when I was at the bottom, I found my twinflame - but married with the pregnant wife. Nothing could be more hopeless for our first personal meeting.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
Signs are so unusual that move carefully further. Think, but never give up.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
What happens when one of the Twin Flames, dies?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
I do not know.
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....N/A
Are you artistic.................................................? Yes
Do you believe in reincarnation...................? Yes
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