Joanna and Albin
from S. Africa & Slovenia
posted on 5/20/2010 or 52/2010
Your Name/Nickname......... Joanna Age: 51 Sun sign....Scorpio
Country........................S. Africa State........... KZN
Occupation..................Self Employed (Swimming Pools)
Your twins name/nickname........ Albin Age: 58 Sun sign.....Gemini
Country.........................Slovenia State ........... Trojane
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
Internet....he sent friend request on Skype 16 January 2007, at the time I used Skype for work purposes only and always declined any chat requests, but that day I am not sure what happened, maybe I felt compelled to accept, or maybe I clicked the wrong button, still not sure.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
Words cannot describe what and how I feel...it's just that knowing that he is part of me, and the connection is so powerful that I cannot say what it is that draws me to him, only that it seems he is my heartbeat. There are so many things, and no matter what, the connection stays powerful.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
MMMMM...it sure brought me to my knees...I was always a sensitive person, very different to others, but meeting him awakened me fully, and the changes are so great that I can never go back to how I was before, and now that I found the correct plug for the hole in my heart, there can never be another man...strange that others can love another afterwards, I can't...it feels as though I am being unfaithful...wow my life has changed.
Do you share many synchronicitis together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
YES< YES so many, especially the number 52...he loves using that number, and its the year he was born, also since I met him 52 jumps out to me all the time...also lots of 11:11 and the rest of the double numbers...but mostly there is a lot of powerful telepathy between us. I have visions that are not quite like the ordinary visions, these are as though I am living them...and each time it is about him. One day in December last year he asked me to send him a pic of me...later I needed to have a nap, and as I layed down I lifted my foot and said out loud "You want a pic of me Albin...I will send you my foot"...then I closed my eyes just resting not sleeping, about 30 minutes later he sent me an sms saying he added a pic of him to my page on FB, I logged in and WOW...he sent me his foot...I was godsmacked :-)) Also, I would say "Please sms me Albin, and within 5-10 minutes I would get my sms. We have the exact same food preferences, both love bananas best and so many other things, we both do not like alcohol at all, both love nature and the mountains, lakes and forests reather than the ocean...there are MANY things. His grandmother even looks exactly the same as my grandmother did, and I have a spot in the palm of my left hand, so does he...we have the same shape legs and our scars in the face are the same places. We love the same music, oh boy I can go on and on. I also suddenly started having what seems like memories of his...I would find myself running through trees being hot, then going into an old bathroom washing my hands and face, I look into a mirror and see that I am a young boy with blonde hair of about 8-10 years old...I also had warnings for 3 nights before a car accident that he had August 2007. Many times I have other thoughts enter my mind and I know its his thoughts and not mine...So many things. 10 years ago I lost my baby girl half way through pregnancy to an intra uterine death, and about 34 years ago his wife had the same, also lost a baby girl.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
He knows we are very connected, even said thank you for being his soulmate...he says I am and always will be his passion, but he does not want who I am. We live so far apart and have had on and off emotional relationships since we met and ended now again 28 January this year...now he says he hates me. I know that he does not really hate me...I just don't know what to do anymore, I just know that I will love him endlessly no matter what.
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
Well some are listed above...but yes I do see and hear and feel lots...I am psychic and since I met him even more so. I love him so much that at times I can hear him, feel and smell him, I hear his heartbeat too. On a few occassions we have made love in the astral plane, I never knew it was possible, but yes it has happened. I knew his mother's name without him telling me, afterwards I asked him and he confirmed her name. These are my feelings I listed...but at the time when we were in contact, he would always know before even talking to me that something was wrong...he picked up on my emotions so easily, he felt my energy very strongly and I just knew that he knew all there is to know about me.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
Yes, I have had a previous life with him. And it was a beautiful life. He died young and because I could not take it, his dying promise was that we will both come back again and he will find me and we will love again...He found me, but so far nothing has happened...but I just know deep down inside that during the year that I am 52, we will meet for sure, he often visits Namibia, and I just kow without a doubt. I do not know if he thinks we have had another life together.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
I thought I was happy, in a relationship with my ex husband, and I am still with my ex husband, but being content is what I felt, not happy...and now things are just collapsing around me, my business, our home and relationship...I think perhaps it is meant to be this way, because I will not just leave my ex for another man, but I think the universe may be taking charge of that...maybe.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonaccie Sequence as it relates to date/time?
YES, all the time since the year 2000.
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
YES, and even though he has not said anything to me, I know that he is a humanitarian and very compassionate, and we have the same values and ideals so I am sure that he also feels there is a greater purpose.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
NEVER GIVE UP...its the ultimate love of your life...and it is beautiful, and nothing can compare.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
What makes you so sure you found your twin?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
Yes for sure...over the time I can see the difference in him, and he has awakened very much, and I know I have.
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs..?
Are you artistic..................................................? Yes
Do you believe in reincarnation.........................? Yes
Free Form Comments:
Much of my story is covered here...but I see flashes of light in my eyes...I asked him once if it has happened to him because I am not sure why it happens...I thought maybe he would say, no have your eyes seen to...or maybe, yes but it is nothing..instead he got upset and told me I live in a dream world and he lives in a real world...which indicated to me that he either has the same, or he knew why I asked. BUT now I ask, why does the flashes of light happen, and will he have it as well and at the same time...also are we developing spiritually at the same pace...so many are meeting their twins now, and we all know there is a purpose, so surely God would have intended us to be together if we are meeting at this rate...perhaps we are suppose to be aware of this and work on ourselves and leave the universe to do the job of finally and physically uniting us...what are your views on this? At first I had soulshock and hurt and cried so much, but I am stronger now and have a deeper understanding, its as though I can handle anything that comes my way...so I believe that its been this way for a reason, to make sure I am strong and compassionate, to love completely and unconditionally, because this is a powerful relationship and there can be no ego trips. Anybody wishing to reply are more than welcome to email me at the above email address...Love, Light and Blessings...Joanna
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