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Marie and James
From The USA
Posted on 12/16/2010

Your Name/Nickname.........Marie                      Age: 32         Sun sign......Sagitarrius

Country........................USA                                                        State........... MI

Occupation..................Child Psychologist

Email contact...............N/A

Your Twins name/nickname........James          Age: 31         Sun sign.....Cancer
Country.........................USA                                                      State........... MI

Occupation..................Special Education Teacher

Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....) 

We met at work.

Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?  

He is caring, intelligent, and adores working with children as do I. When we let our guards down and communicate, I never felt anything like it. The energy is overwhelming.

How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?  

After experiencing this intense energy, I researched online. This is when I learned about Twin Flames. Now I am working on healing myself and loving myself unconditionally, so that this TF energy may manifest in my life.

Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us? 

Not that I know of. Maybe some. I read about TF's texting and emailing each other at the same time. This has not happened to me.

If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here. 

In all honesty, I do not know if James is my TF incarnate, or if TF energy comes through him to remind me that I need to keep on healing and loving myself. James is married and his wife is pregnant. I am married too. Since we are both unavailable, I believe I had this experience to help accelerate my awakening. I am thinking that I need to heal and increase my vibration, and this Twin Flame energy will manifest itself through my husband. I truly love my husband. He is a wonderful man. I would never, ever, break up a marriage. I want nothing but for James to be happy.

Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.  

On our last day of work together, I met up with James to do some organizing and cleaning. When I entered the building, I could immediately sense that he was different.  He was open. I felt him from across the room. It was intense- like he was finally revealing himself to me. Even though we spent nearly 3 months working together, I never felt this from him before. He was always professional and in-control.  I never looked at him like this before. He was beautiful- his energy was powerful. His eyes looked different. The intensity of his energy threw me off. I wasn't scared of him, but I was fearful of my attraction towards him. It was almost like I was falling towards him. I feel like he "Shined" on me. I have never been the same. Perhaps he activated codes in my DNA? All I know is, I didn't want to leave him, but I had to go. He hugged me so tightly- I was afraid to let him in. I was stiff.  After I left- I couldn't stop thinking of James. I felt this " high", this very same energy I felt while speaking with him.

The next 2 weeks- I went through something I call "separation pain." It was like going through withdrawals. I couldn't eat, sleep, or focus. I was uncomfortable in my own home, in my own body. Waves of this intense energy flowed through me. My body would physically react to it, before my mind could process the information. This was when I began my internet search to learn about what I was experiencing, and I was led to information about Twin Flames.

Three weeks after this initial "Shining" experience, I met up with James in the parking lot at work. He decided to accept another job with the same organization. Again- that Energy was there- right from the beginning. I told him that I feel like we connect on a lot of different levels- and he agreed. We talked about being married, and being good people, and more. 45 minutes passed like 10 seconds.

And the story goes on and on. Every so often, I bump into James at work, and I feel this intense connection.  At one of these encounters- I was trying to quickly explain my feelings- and James cut me off, looked at me and said "Marie- we are on the same page."

When I am at home reading, or walking in the woods, I feel the same energy running through me. I wonder if these are times when James is thinking of me?
I texted James at times, trying to arrange a meeting- in public- so I could communicate with him about the experiences I had been having. I wanted answers! And I thought that he had them. I thought that he had some higher understanding of the whole thing, and I wanted to know as well. Sometimes James texted back- sometimes he didn't.  4 months have passed since this all began- and we still have never sat down and discussed it.

Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below. 

On our second day of working together, James was running an idea by me. I immediatley told him "Go for it- I trust you!" After saying this, I was taken back. I thought wow, I just told this guy I barely know that I trust him, AND I MEAN IT! The job we were working at was new for us both. We were summer school teachers for abused, neglected, and delinquent teenagers. There was nobody else within the organization I felt trust towards. I immediately felt safe and comfortable with James.

How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion? 

Although I am optimistic and generally happy, the theme of my life seems to be tackling abandonment and separation issues. My dad left when I was 8. My mother raised my brother and me by herself. She was the hardest worker I ever knew. Once she finally got to where she wanted to be in life, breast cancer took her out. For 7 long months, I had to watch the strongest woman alive suffer, and wither away before my eyes. I lost my mother, my best friend, and the only one who understood me in this world when I was 26 years old. 4 years later, my mother's best friend (who was like my 2nd mom), developed pancreatic cancer. Again, I had to watch a super strong woman suffer and wither away. This woman, who means so very much to me, passed away one week before my wedding. Then, one month after my wedding, to the day, my Uncle was murdered. He lived with my Grandma (whom I am very close to) and helped take care of her.  Talk about stress! I am now 32 years old, and I have had time to heal from these traumatic experiences. I have learned how to ask God, the Angels, and Ascended Masters for help. I pray for healing. I am learning more about meditation, visualization, and energy work. I feel grateful for the help and healing I have received. I want to be able to consciously commune with my mother. I believe she tries to contact me, and sometimes she get through, in songs, etc. But I want to be able to have one-on-one conversations. I need to learn how to listen better. I need to get still, silent, and listen.

Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time? 

For years, I have seen the numbers 33, and more recently 333 and 555 recurring. Now, I am seeing 11 11. I was born on 11/29, 2+9=11, so my birthday is like an 11 11. I recently got the oil changed in my car- and the employee put a new "time to change your oil" sticker on my windshield- and the date was 1-11.

Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)  

I have always known that I am on Earth to work with children. I previously worked at a daycare/preschool for 11 years. I am currently employed at a residential treatment center where I provide therapy to abused, neglected, and delinquent teenagers.

What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
Enjoy the ride!

If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here? 

How do you KNOW that you have met your Twin Flame? Because honestly, I don't know if I have met my Twin Flame. All I know is, I felt this amazing, intense energy and connection with another human being. I felt something I have never felt before. It changed me. And when I researched on the internet what it could be- I was led to information about Twin Flames. Things finally started to make sense.

Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?

I think that James helped to awaken me more, and take me higher. I have not yet had the chance to speak to him about his experience. Maybe I did the same for him?

How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....N/A

Are you artistic.................................................?  N/A

Do you believe in reincarnation...................?  N/A

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