Paula's Profile
Your
Name/Nickname....... Paula
Age: 40
State/Province......... Ohio
Country........................ USA
Your twin/soulmates Name/Nickname........ Brendan
   Sun sign.... Leo
Age: 36
   Sun sign..... Leo
Country........................ USA
State/Province........... MA
Occupation................. RN
Occupation.................. Engineer
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....) Brendan and I met online, on an online internet game called, Second Life. We began chatting as if we had known each other forever. From the beginning it was as if he was an old and dear friend. We could talk about anything and everything. I remember being drawn to each phrase he would type and my heart would beat wildly. I was attracted to him from the start even though I was unaware, at that point in time, what he really looked like in real life. I loved getting to know him before ever laying eyes on him. I began to fall in love with the man and not the image. We would meet up online every night and talk for hours until one night, he typed the words, "your phone rings." That was the beginning of talking to the man behind the keyboard, on the telephone. We laughed for the longest time that night. I think I was so surprised I couldn't hardly do anything else but laugh. We've continued this for almost 7 months along with seeing each other every chance we get. My twin heart finally found me after 40 long years and I'm so grateful.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame? Oh wow! I could go on and on with this question or I could just write "everything" but I'll be more specific for the purpose of answering this questionaire. Brendan has this way about him that draws my body, heart and soul to him. He is my home! I've never felt more secure or loved in all my life. I can see so much beauty in his eyes. His soul wraps me up in love and I can feel him with me, always.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life? I can finally say that my heart/soul finally has ended the eternal search I've been on, all of my life. There's this knowing I've developed, a security, and even the spiritual side of me has grown 10-fold. I'm learning so much from the universe and how it works. I'm humbled by this experience and am greatful, God, is allowing me to experience it. Meeting Brendan has changed my life because I have the greatest desire to be the best being I can be for all to feel this kind of love and inner peace. I can be myself and not have to hide any part of me. It's great to be loved for me and not who he thinks I should turn into in the future. (No Superwoman here LOL!)
Do you share many synchronicitis together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us? I know that Brendan wrote about the texts, emails, and a few other things but I want to use this line for some synchronicities that we've recently shared. One of those is what I'll refer to as, "the wave of love." This is a heat and a wave of energy felt just below the navel, on the right side and deep within the body. We've been miles apart and even when we're together, this occurs. We both feel it in the same area and the heat gets so intense sometimes it's almost painful - (a delightful pain, I might add.) Another woman blogged about this "wave of love," which was only another confirmation of what we have experienced. Just yesterday we noted how our fingerprints were so similar. He pointed out the way the pads of our fingers are alike but when we inspected our prints even closer, we realized they were pretty much, identical. There were differences too but a great revelation the universe shared with us. When we share a synchronicity together it is usually confirmed by an outside source, later.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here. N/A
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another. Sometimes we aren't even aware of the telepathy we've shared until later. We're able to reach each other through thoughts, meditations and even dreams. I've had some really amazing experiences that I'll share as the site comes together. I am so aware of my surrounding. Colors are more vivid, sounds I ignored (white noise) I can now hear very clearly, even food tastes better. I can feel him every minute when we're separated physically and when we are together, time really does seem to slow down.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion? Back in 2005, my life as I knew it was changed so very drastically. My financial security was ripped from me entirely. I was now caring for 3 people on one income and couldn't bare the spiral downward that my life was taking. I eventually broke down. After I recovered, a few months later is when I started looking inward to seek a more spiritual existance. It's taken me 3 years to really see the true essence of my own spiritual beauty and become peaceful within myself.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below. We've spent many lifetimes together in some form or another. We've recently shared one of those lifetimes as he explained in his profile. I believe we have shared this Twin Flame relationship many times and are finally in the final stages of this relationship. By this, I mean that we're on a spiritual journey this time to reach those who are searching for that place in their heart that just hasn't been filled. We're hoping to share with many people how the whole existence of Twin Flames works, through our own experience and not just what you read about how it is supposed to be. We believe that every Twin Flame knows when they've met their counterpart, no matter which lifetime they are in.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships? Only one thing...YOU WILL DEFINITELY KNOW WHO THAT TWIN FLAME IS WHEN YOU FIND THEM, NO QUESTION ABOUT IT. Done't let the magnitude of this relationship scare you because it's not an easy one. It will probably be the hardest relationship you have ever had, in terms of some of the karma you'll feel from each other as you go through a total collapse of life as you know it. But it is all worth it!!
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonaccie Sequence as it relates to date/time? The numbers 11 11 and 22 pop up on many receipts when Brendan and I are together. I get a big kick out of that.
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.) I've always been driven to find the purpose of life and what I am here for. I believe that when I met Brendan, I began to realize this purpose. We have a calling being revealed to us on a daily basis and are seeking all the avenues in order to callapse duality as it has been known. I know we can all do this with the help of lots of others who are willing to work and see it through to fruition.