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Susan and Beau
From The USA
Posted on 1/5/2011

"All good things happen in ANGEL TIME , not our time."  Susan
























Your Name/Nickname.........Susan                    Age: 39         Sun sign......Scorpio

Country........................USA                                                        State........... TX

Occupation..................Behavior Supports

Email contact...............Soulmate71psych@yahoo.com

Your Twins name/nickname........Beau             Age: 26        Sun sign......Scorpio
                                                                                                    
Country.........................USA                                                      State........... TX

Occupation..................Army




Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....) 

My TF and I met in a "Shielding" Class held in a local New Age store.



Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?  

I dont know where to begin on this. The day we actually met I just felt this drive to learn more about him. The following day I had a ton of information come to me by my guides about him that I later learned was accurate. When he is around it's like time stops. We are so focused on each other it's hard to really think outside of "us" sometimes. It is something I have learned to manage as life does still move on outside of us. :) My TF and I are exactly alike although he is me when I was his age. So I have learned a lot of things already that he is now, but I see so much of me in him. It is what has helped me make great improvements in myself and I have journaled all of this for over a year now. When I am with my TF, life feels beautiful no matter what is happening.



How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?  

As I mentioned above, I have been able to make positive changes within myself because of meeting my TF. I have also realized my own "gifts" and have begun doing Intuitive Readings for people. I definitely noticed my senses/intuition greatly improved due to meeting.



Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us? 

If I understand what you mean by synchronicities I would say things like me waking up early in the morning and sensing that he has "slept in". I dont know how many times I called him at 5am and he had overslept for PT! Some other things might be how we seem to know when each other is down and one will text the other. The biggest thing I can tell you though is that we both came into each others life when things were looking really bleak for the both of us. We were both at low points in our lives.

In addition, My TF and I have the same family dynamics, we both had one sibling to pass with Cancer and same family heritage (i.e. Father's side Scotch and Indian)



If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here. 

Well I am married! So it is sort of a mess in it of itself but in reality my TF came in at the right time and really "saved me". When we met I felt this beautiful feeling like angels over me and that feeling has carried me through, as I know this all has been divinely guided which has allowed me to think through things to make better choices in my life knowing we're protected and supported through all this. I knew I had to get a divorce before I met my TF. The union with my TF has not in fact thrown me into divorce any faster. In fact I have slowed things down to take another look at things and do this in a positive way if at all possible. That is not typically my way to do things. It's usually bull in the China Shop and take no prisoners!

The second problem is my TF is moving out of state as I am preparing to be single. I am not ready to uproot the kids right now.



Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.  

I have already  mentioned about what time feels like with my TF and how my psychic abilities have improved. We definitely can pick up on each others feelings as we receive texts from the other at just the right time!

I can also tell you that when we first met we always wanted to HUG and be close. It was like we were charging up the Solar Plexus if you will. It was strange to us until we started to research Twinflames. Then we understood it was something that we needed.

We separated for two weeks last year after two months of hanging around each other. He said he was scared. When this happened I was in a lot of physical pain. It was a horrible experience which I journaled for my own records. It can still be difficult and I sort of dread him leaving the state but I have adjusted since as my TF has made a habit of being the "runner" in our relationship where he cuts off all communications for some time. I always just let him do what he thinks he needs to. I respect it and know he has to figure this all out for himself as well.



Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below. 

We have felt like this since day 1. I tried to do some work with Akashic Records to figure this out. No psychic has been able to tell us much. It's like we are made to figure this all out on our own. I am pretty sure one of our lives was in Egypt. I feel like I was always his side kick if not married then some kind of teacher/advisor.



How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion? 

We both had very similiar lives. We both never felt like we "fit in" anywhere and spent most of our life trying to figure out how to do that. We are really good at putting on a face for people. I was in a point in my life where I decided I could not help my husband with his alcoholism anymore as he needed to want to help himself and my TF just returned from deployment and was newly divorced.



Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time? 

I have noticed the recurring themes in my relationships that I was only able to see because of this union. I see some similiarities in either circumstances or character with my TF and present/passed relationships and learning to deal with them differently.

I also see 11 11 all the time!!



Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)  

I have always felt this way and it wasn't until the last few years that I have begun to learn to stop looking for my path because I am standing on it!!! I am learning to let this flow and unfold for me instead of trying to control it all. My TF too, but he is in a little different place and I know that him moving is part of what he needs to do to help him see his path, even if it is just to show him that he is standing on it too. All good things happen in ANGEL TIME not our time. I know that my TF has to experience some things before he will see what it is he needs to do although we both feel we are suppose to help people.



What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
 
The first thing I would say and is what I tell all my clients is JOURNAL, JOURNAL AND JOURNAL. This is especially good if you found a soulmate or twinflame to help you do some self reflection on any patterns or things you may need to look back at and interpret more accurately. The other thing is journaling is good in general to help us assess our experiences and how we are responding and learning because everything on Earth truly is for our growth but sometimes the day to day tends to get us in knots and we have a hard time seeing what we need to see. So journaling each day gives us a chance to write things down while it is fresh in our mind and look back at it.



If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here? 

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Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?

I'm definitely waking up! I was told this years ago but more in the last year since meeting my TF. I also feel it and see it in how much I have changed in how I approach life now. I know that my TF is changing too but at his own pace and only what he is choosing to see. We dont' all always change perfectly together and especially not if one is trying to force the other. I know that this whole process starts with ME. We both agree though that we have both helped each other grow and continue to every day. As we grow, we are just reminded of our deep connection but our love is the same; it's unchanging. It's like it was just always there and unbreakable. Amazing.



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Are you artistic.................................................?  NO

Do you believe in reincarnation...................?  YES



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