Your Name/Nickname......... CB Age: 30 Sun sign... Aries
Your Twins name........ NL Age: 34 Sun sign.... Virgo
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
We met at work in 2000. Our work is the same, we're both artists/animators and we love what we do.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
It's a difficult question now because we've been apart for almost 11 years now, no contact. Anyway, what attracts me to him is his essence, his light, and the way he warms my heart and makes me want to explode with so much Love. The memory of his smile makes me smile and feel happy. Always has. The knowing that he walks the World somewhere is a comforting feeling. I cannot imagine a World without him in It.
What attracted me to him when we were together was his presence. I felt comfortable whenever he was around. And when he wasn't, I used to move from my place, seat in his chair and work there. We were practically strangers, but I felt that this was so natural, somehow- (this was before I realized how much I loved him, months later.)
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
It turned my world upside down - he made me see myself and my life in ways I didn't want to see. My issues had always been there buried deep inside, and it was very hard for me to deal with them when they surfaced all of a sudden. It was a "click" in the brain and he was very near me when that happened. Of course at the time I didn't know about the TwinFlame thing and that what just happened was the "Night Side of the Soul." Those times were the most difficult times of my life and when he left the country, shortly after my "Night Side of the Soul" began, I thought the World was coming to an end. I can't describe the pain and how lost I've become since then.
On the bright(est) side, 11 years after we first met, 10 years after he left and chose to not contact me again, I "met" him again in a very special way - in spirit! :) And that changed my life again, but this time for the BETTER!!! :D Throughout the years I was lost and I didn't know exactly what to do with my life. All of the dreams I used to have were shattered. I didn't truly love what I did professionally anymore. You can't be an artist when you don't love what you do and you don't do it from the Soul! I lost my Soul when he went away, but I lost it only because I tried to suppress my feelings for him at all costs. I entered a sleeping-while-awake state that lasted for YEARS and I didn't realize the source of it. Of course I wasn't happy, of course I knew I was lost, but I was trying my hardest to find answers. All the time!
I was learning and growing spiritually... slowly but surely. And in the past year, without knowing how to explain, I started to think about my TF much more often than the past years. The thoughts were fleeting, but I was aware of them. Until one day- I was thinking about him and suddenly it hit me: a strange wave of sadness overwhelmed me. I knew instantly that it came from him. I started to cry and I tried my hardest to send him waves of strength and light. I knew then how much I still loved him. Always had and always would. Somehow I always knew that we always have been connected (one of the reasons I tried my hardest to forget him was that I didn't want to influence him with my despair and sadness). Now I was sure. After this day I couldn't stop thinking about him anymore. I just couldn't! The word "reincarnation" didn't leave my mind, because this wasn't "normal." We were strangers and didn't talk for 10 years!!!! I searched and searched on the matter until I stumbled with the word "TwinFlame" and how rare, people feeling such deep Love for one another end up together. It fit 100% in my case and has been a wonderful journey and discovery since then! I got my soul back, stronger than ever, I LOVE what I do again, truly!!!! He inspires me greatly and my skills went BOOM since the reconnection. Now I know EXACTLY what I want to do with my life and exactly what person I am. That's the greatest blessing of ALL. I never thought this was possible and I surrendered myself to the Universe. It's great to know we are not alone!!!!! I feel so much Love and I want to share it with everyone!
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
It's hard to tell when we aren't speaking with each other ;) If we did at the time we were close physically, I didn't notice.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
I guess I already answered that one in the BIG text above. :D
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
When we worked together, my skills improved at an amazing rate. People would come congratulate me. Of course I had no idea this had to do with him, but now this explains everything!!! And it's happening again, even with spiritual connection. :)
-I "knew" somehow that he was related to an animated video clip I saw years ago. I found out this year (I mean 2011) that he worked on it and I was awestruck!
-I talked above how I feel connected to what he feels, now in a more conscious way. Sometimes I'm sure it comes from him, some other times I'm not so sure. I try keep my mind open. I have been experiencing a lot of spiritual meetings with him. I can't describe the sensations and I'm not ready to talk about them.
I always knew that he loved me, even though we never talked about it. And that the choice about not contact me at all had to do with that love. I felt somehow that this was supposed to be this way and that it was for the best of both. After reading about TF, my doubts vanished and all fell into place in ways I never thought possible. I found the missing piece of a great puzzle.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
I'm not sure about him, but I do. When I reconnected with him and realized that the Love has always been there, I felt this was Eternal Love. I feel that I know him to the core of his Soul. I suspect he feels the same. We were very "kindred" with each other when we were together, since the beginning.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
I pretty much described my life above. But the year 2011 was key to my spiritual growth, no doubt about that. Months before I reconnected consciously with my TF, my "marriage" was in crisis. I really thought I was leaving my life companion for good. But then I found out something about myself that really scared me to hell: I was emotionally dependant on him!!!!! Without him I would fall into the abyss of darkness again. But we made peace and everything was well again. Yay! Only, I couldn't forget that truth about myself and how it really bothered me- then, I reconnected with my TF, found out about our TF relationship and everything changed. After feeling WHOLE again, I ceased to feel dependant on my "husband." I'm ready to go out in the world alone and get to know myself. ;) I'm filled with Light and Love!
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
The 11 numbers have been a discovery too, it's fun! Our goodbye was at 11/06/2001. I reconnected with him 11 years after we met. It was in 26/08/2011 - the date equals 11 in numerology! I found out about our TF connection at 11/2011. I can't remember more. 2012 will be 11 years since we parted ways...
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
Definitively!!!! I knew from a very young age what I wanted to do in life and that is what has always driven me. Even against my parents. It has all to do with my work as an artist. When I met my TF and lost him, I lost myself and "left" the path that I always knew I wanted to follow. I didn't believe in it anymore. Until NOW!!!! :) I'm right on it again, better than ever, and ready for anything that comes along the way. I know that I'm gonna make it!!!! Because I feel connected and tuned with my Divine purpose, and it is to put my whole potential in use! Since I reconnect with my TF, the Universe has been sending me synchronicities that tell me - THIS IS THE WAY!!!! You're finally back and we're so happy to have you! :D
It's not going to be an easy journey but I'm ready to go, because I have faith in ME, in HIM and in the DIVINE!!! :)
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
TRUST THEM, wherever they may be and whatever their path is. They LOVE you! TRUST LOVE!! You must learn to love yourself UNCONDITIONALLY; even the things you don't like about yourself. Only then you can fully and naturally accept your TF. It's not an easy process most of the time, but you must find the answers for yourself. Don't doubt for a moment that you are a wonderful being and you are here for a purpose. :) Find out what you really want to do in life, it will help you find the love within you and make you want to share it. When that happens, you'll feel in tune with the Universe. It's a wonderful feeling. :) By walking your path fulfilling your purpose, while loving yourself and the others, you won't feel desperate about getting together with your TF all the time. Things will happen naturally. I'm so sure of that!! Trust that you and your TF are made for each other and you are meant to get together on Earth, that's why God made you TFs for a start!!!! But to be ready we must work on ourselves individually, rest assured of that!!! If the Divine Time didn't come yet for you that means we are not ready. Don't ever think you are ready because you may not be!!! Be humble! The Universe decides. ;)
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soul mate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
I don't know - but I'm sure of one thing: he's changing!!!! I can feel it. :) He must have felt lost all these years, like me! But now our connection has been growing so much stronger everyday... In ways I can't describe. I don't know how much of this is felt consciously by him as is by me, but something is happening. Slowly but surely. :) I fully trust him. And I send him my LOVE everyday. He WILL heal. I don't want to feel that sadness coming from him EVER again. And I will live a life true to myself so he feels my happiness all the time.
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