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Your Name/Nickname.........M. Age: 43 Sun sign... Capricorn
Country........................ USA State............IN
Occupation..................Sales
Email contact................ mandy.wagner40@yahoo.com
Your Twins name........S. Age: 44 Sun sign....
Country.........................USA State......... MI
Occupation..................Sales
Site Link.......................N/A
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
I saw him where he was working. Spirit directed me to him 4 times.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
He is the most beautiful man I have ever seen. When I look into his eyes...I feel like I am literally in heaven. I feel like I am floating on air. I recognized him as soon as I looked into his eyes. It was unexplainably AWESOME!! A very strong feeling of honor and gratitude and the strong desire to open up to him and be completely truthful. Mind blowing yet deeply personal.
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
He opened up my heart chakra. I had a spiritual experience right before we met and I started feeling this fast beat in my chest. Like a Cat purring. He eventually walked away from me and for 12 years, even though he won't speak to me...I never deny my feelings and never stop loving him. Through this love I am overcoming many negatives. Fear, Insecurity, Anger, Disappointment, Sadness, Depression...you name it.
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
We are only a few months apart in age, born in the same state, like EXACTLY the same music, lived very near each other (like a few blocks)
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
I recognized him as soon as our eyes connected. He knew something too but I'm not sure exactly how HE interpreted the energy and familiarity. He was part intrigued and part leery of the connection. I was completely open to it and had a "Knowing" feeling I had never felt before. He ran and I stayed. He won't talk...I won't give up on him.
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
I can't say I see what's he's doing and feeling like others have said but I do think of him all the time and there is a familiar, comforting feeling that goes along with the thought of him. He is always on my mind. My chakra's react to him strongly. I feel like when we are near each other I am elevated or floating. Experiencing a higher consciousness.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
When I first saw him it was like I had always known and loved him. I even recognized everything about the way he looked. I had never met him before in this life but he was completely familiar to me and it was such a deeply personal experience. I thought to myself in those first few moments..."He has my name written all over him!" and "He fits me like a glove!". I don't recall past lives but believe in them.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
I have been on the path all of my life. Rough childhood that caused me to go within and lean on my Soul. I had a very big heart break right before we met, I left my Religion to focus purely on God/Love, I experienced a white light that caused my whole body to vibrate, accompanied by a feeling of ecstasy. Not unlike what I feel in his presence.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
My Birth Date has 1's all throughout. His has 11"s all throughout. we met in November. Not sure of the date. There is a combination of our Birth Date Numbers when done in a particular mathematical way, coincidentally equals 11-11-11.
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
YES!! I don't know about him but I have felt this since I was a young Child. I had thoughts that I would be something like a Preacher but I didn't really care for them so I was confused. I remember saying to myself.."I just want to be normal!". For a time I was and then I consciously got back on the path.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
I was hopeful enough to believe in Soul Mates but didn't really know about Twin Flames or ever imagined it would be such a heavenly and deeply personal experience. Twin Flames are drawn to you energetically at a certain point in your evolution/awakening. You will have to hold on to the feeling of Love and really believe in it because every fear, insecurity, etc...will attempt to pull you apart. Even if one runs...the other usually "Knows" and is more connected to spirit. The one that "Knows" has to be the others rock by never giving up on them. It will be very hard to fight against this love and it will prompt you to overcome every road block along the way. Like riding a bucking bronco and holding on for dear life!! It will be a very rough ride but deep inside you know to hold on...no matter what!! You will have your weak points but will eventually get back on the love train. It truly is deciding to choose Love over Fear. Also...NEVER ask people who have not had this experience for advice on it!!
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
If I have been in pain from the 12 year separation...how can he stand it? Can one Twin not miss the other?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soul mate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
I know we both effected each other deeply. I knew it was an unusual and rare experience and I cherished it with my whole heart and soul. I'm not sure if he understood what was going on. I hope my love for him has helped him along and showed him that true, unconditional love REALLY DOES EXIST!!
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What do you do to stay grounded in the here and now? From - Kristin and Jude
To see myself as the love I feel and not my personality or insecure thoughts of myself. I lean on the strength of love that I am and feel, for strength and confidence.
When you look into their eyes or make love, what do you experience? Kandice and Matt
We never shared a kiss but when I look into his eyes I feel ecstatically complete. I feel connected to God. I feel deeply honored. I feel like I have found Heaven on Earth.
Do you believe that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with? Cinderella Man and Capmoon
I believe you can be happy with others before you meet a TF. After...you feel there is always something missing within another relationship and you never get over the feelings and longing to be with your TF.
Is there anything on our site that you would like to see? Persephone and Rosebud
Personal advice. Numerological analyses. More answers.
How have conflicts between the two of you affected your relationship? Pearl and Gloria
Only had two tiny spats and now he won't talk.
How do you manage the intensity of your twin flame relationship. David and Margaret
IT'S HARD!!! For me there is an overwhelming desire to connect with him, to see him, to shower him with all this intense Love and bottled up feelings that long to be expressed. To meet your TF and "KNOW".. and for them to not allow you into their life or to express your feelings for them out of fear...is like torture! To hold within you such wonderful, powerful emotions and energy and not be able to share it with him is painful. I never experienced it with any other in my life!! It feels like the energy between us is literally sucking me into him but he won't let his wall down out of fear of losing control....and I feel like I am going to explode energetically!!
What do you feel is your shared purpose? Did you know about twin flames before meeting? Do you plan to participate in twin flame events? Tracy and Don
Unconditional Love. Helping other Twin Flames.
What does the merging feel like? Anonymous Posting
All I can talk about is what I feel in his presence and I definitely feel like I am merging with something!! I am "Lifted" spiritually into what feels like another dimension or touching another dimension of feeling and being. I feel such Love Peace, Etc... All the heavenly feelings combined!!
How do you cope with the terrible emotional turmoil? Anon and Anon
Cry. Sleep. Pray. Beg.
What makes you so sure you found your twin? Joanna and Albin
I cannot forget him!! I will never "get over it!". I knew this the moment we met!! He is completely unforgettable and I'd wait for him a million years if I had to...and he'd be worth it!!
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....
No Religion. Spiritual (Left Christianity).
Are you artistic.................................................? Yes
Do you believe in reincarnation...................? Yes
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From The USA Posted ~ 11/22/11
