Posted on 11/11/2014 *11*
Sun sign... Capricorn
Country ~ USA
Occupation ~ Receptionist
Sun sign.... Gemini
Country ~ USA
Occupation ~ Nomad
Site Link ~ https://www.facebook.com/sarah.b.taylor.12
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
January 25, 2014; I was performing at a local restaurant/bar in Starkville with my band Saratonen. I am the lead singer and I noticed him sitting right up at the front staring at me. When we finished our show he came up to us and asked us to come to his shop afterward. We, my bandmate and I, never go to after-parties because we usually have people over but this time we decided to go without any discussion. The place, his "shop", didn't even have a sign on it so I'm shocked that we even found it. We stayed for a little while and I don't remember much about that night except him wanting to show me around the whole place, which he did, and then we left. He didn't even get my number or anything like that.
The next day January 26, 2014; I went on a date with a boy named Elliott. After we went to dinner he wanted to go get some "stuff" and asked if I wanted to come with him because the place he had to go was a really cool cabin in the woods, of course I said yes! On the way out there his phone lost service and he had to use mine to call the guy, he kept calling him "Gump", for directions. When we got there and walked inside Forrest was sitting on the couch and I realized, this is the man I met yesterday. We didn't stay long, just picked up the "stuff" and left.
The next day January 27, 2014; Forrest text me and asked if I knew Elliott was gay, I didn't, but when I confronted Elliott about it... he came out. He is even dating a man now. Forrest then asked me if I wanted to come back to the cabin that night and I could bring some people with me if I wanted because he had some people coming out. I said yes and immediately asked my closest girl friends to come with me and surprisingly they all could come! The friends were; my bandmate/best friend Kaley, my atheist roommate Ariel, and my oldest friend who I have known since I was 16 Chelsea. We all went out there that night, and here is the story of my reunion with my Alpha.
This is the journal entry I wrote about it:
When we got to the cabin we were all sitting around listening to music and I was sitting next to Forrest. He looked at me, and I'm not sure when or how it happened but "it", the feelings hit me like a ton of bricks. This overwhelming voice in my head screaming "HE IS THE ONE" more clear and real than any thought I have ever had. It was so loud in my head that I almost shouted it out right then and there. He wasn't even talking to me, not even touching me or looking in my direction. He was talking to everyone else and I interrupted him and said "Can I ask you something?" He said "No" in this playful voice that made my insides giddy and caused me to laugh out loud. After a minute I asked again "Can I ask you something?" and he said "okay"...
What I wanted to say was "will you go out with me?" but that would have been insane, I just met him... what I ended up saying was "Would you like to hang out sometime... I mean like go on a date with me... I mean like date me?" He smiled and laughed and said "I just met you, but yes, I will take you out sometime." Sarah you idiot, why had I just said that? My mind was still screaming at me "HE IS THE ONE!"
We all kept hanging out but I couldn't take it any longer. I HAD to talk about it. I asked Ariel to come upstairs with me and when I got her up there I sat her down and spilled the beans. Ariel, you are going to think I'm insane, but you know me and you know how doubtful I am about men and relationships and my feelings, but Ariel, I think Forrest is the one. I know it sounds crazy, but I feel it more than anything I've ever felt, my whole body and my mind is screaming it at me." She didn't have much to say. I probably freaked her out. After we talked, we went back downstairs to join the group and Forrest was across the room talking to Kaley. So, while he was over there I took that opportunity to tell Chelsea what was going on with me. When Kaley and Forrest walked back over Kale asked me to sit with her. When I sat down she said she had something to tell me. Before she could I started talking about what was going on with me and how I was feeling.
Forrest walked over, after I was done but before she could tell me what she needed to, and asked me to come outside and help him take down a hammock to hang inside.. I said yes. We went outside and while he was leaning around the tree taking one side of the hammock down he asked me for a kiss :) I gave it without hesitation which is very out of character for me. When he went to the other side and left me holding the side he had just taken down he looked at me and said, "How long are we going to do this Sarah?" I knew EXACTLY what he was talking about. I also knew that, that could not be what he was talking about! There was no way in hell he was having the same or should I say, hearing the same voice. I replied to Forrest with a "Huh? I don't know what you're talking about. Do what?" He kinda laughed and said "You know," and walked off for a second to turn his lights off handing me the second half of the hammock. I stood there wondering if I should say something but before I could decide he was motioning me to the door and before we went inside he stopped me and said "You really want to do this in front of your friends?" "Yes," was all I said. He asked me for another kiss and I gave it willingly forgetting that this was the first time we had ever been together and I should probably not be so easy.
When the hammock was all setup inside Forrest climbed in and asked me to join him. I protested at first, fearing there would not be enough room for me in this hammock designed for 10ppl or maybe fearing what I might say to him... I finally joined him after this full 15seconds of acting like I wasn't going to. He said to me then, low and soft in my ear, "You're going to think I'm crazy, but you are my soulmate." And I told him "I know, because you're the one." He protested, doubting what I had just proclaimed, so I spoke up to the entire room "Guys, did I not already say to you that Forrest is the one!?" They said very confused and flat "Yeah."
That is when the night got serious and I will end there.
Oh I forgot to mention the nicknames, this is even more bizarre. Before I took Ariel upstairs we were talking about how you cannot pick your own nickname and I was saying how I had never had one and I don't see why I can't pick my own and they asked me what it would be and I said "Alpha." But and I think it was Forrest who said, "No, you are Omega, because you make everything big 'MEGA.'" And now we call each other Alpha and Omega.
I saw her sing at a bar. I complimented on her talent and asked if her and her band mate wanted to come over and play some. They did for only a few min and that was it. I had never seen or heard of her although she was singing at a bar I frequent often. The next day she shows up at my house with a friend of mine. It's was odd but that's it. My friend was in the closet at the time and by chance he had called me from her number. So I asked if she knew that. I was dating someone else at the time. In a vision I was told to leave the situation I was in, for no reason. After I called her, she came over with 3 friends. It was instant connection, like the moment a welder touches off an arc. I heard a voice saying that she was the one and I asked her if she had felt anything. She told me she had already told her friends the same thing. It was very uncharacteristic for both of us.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
I'm not sure I could list things like that; I'm drawn to him the way a kid is drawn to their family. They don't know much about them, being too young to form a real relationship, but they "KNOW" them and the unconditional love their family has for them regardless of the lack of information they have and so they go to them and want to be with them. That is what draws me in to Forrest, I feel the love... more than that, I know the love... like the love I felt as a child from my parents, but even deeper than that... This one had no guilt or shame attached to it... It was unconditional. But, besides the energy of the love I felt. I guess what draws me to him... his eyes, the bigness of him... He is a real man, and his voice.
She is the most beautiful woman I have ever met. I knew instantly that I was looking at myself. I am drawn to her strength. Her smile lights me up inside. I love that she wants to walk closer with our creator. I love that itâ€™s not easy. I love the way her skin feels against mine. I love that I lose myself in her eyes, the feeling of completely out of control and completely safe at the same time. I love the idea that I am fulfilling Gods plan for me.
His response is so much better :)
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
Finding him changed everything about my life. I remember telling him the very next day that music didn't sound the same; it was like I was actually hearing it for the first time. I heard the lyrics different and could understand their true meaning. All my guilt was just... gone. I was raised Catholic so I had a lot of 'Catholic guilt'. I felt free... I felt more myself than I ever had and I still do to this day 11/6/2014. I have always found inspiration everywhere but now I see truth everywhere... even in movies, they are different now. My beliefs changed... before Forrest could even tell me about his beliefs... just reuniting with him changed me... or maybe I wasn't changed... I just woke up, now that I think about it I feel like I always felt this way I was just unable to reach it somehow. I see God in everything, because He is everything.
Hahahahahaha. In every way. Short of it, I have been stripped of all I valued. In return it was replaced with a feeling of wholeness and peace. It has been a humbling experience.
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
I have this inner knowing that we share some, and I think that once we spend more time together I would be able to answer this question more fully. As of now all I know is that we are often thinking of each other at the same time and having the same feelings.
We often r thinking about the same things. Our souls long for each other. We r not together and we are still going through the same emotions, even though we didn't know it until later.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
Right now we cannot be together because I'm an idiot. We were together and I convinced myself that this was all crazy and Forrest was nuts and I should distance myself from him completely... so I live in Mississippi still and Forrest left because he didn't know what else to do and he lives in Florida now. I started dating one of my friends and we are in a relationship now and he says he loves me and is in love with me but.... all I think of is Forrest... and trust me I tried to put a stop to that... but once you've felt "real love" there is no going back... nothing will feel the same anymore no matter how much you lie to yourself. So I came to my senses and text Forrest and he said that; the night I text him he was losing hope, he too could not stop thinking about me and he prayed that God would give him a sign that he put as much of him in me as there was of me in him... and then he checked his phone and I had text him.. God is good like that. So now I have some heartbreaking to do... and that hurts me more than you know... because I truly love Vaughan, my friend... soul-mate really... that I am dating. I am planning on being totally honest with him and telling him about Forrest... so we will see what happens... either way, Forrest and I will be together in the end.
It is scary finding ur twin flame. U must break down all barriers and ego. Nothing will go into a traditional box relationship. We came together and it scared us. I don't think either of us were ready for what was about to happen. We were not even aware of this; no way could we be prepared. She started dating someone in her circle. I think b/c it is easy and she could walk away and not be hurt. But now her heart is eating at her. The future is still uncertain. I will always be here for her. No matter whom ur physically with ur heart calls for who it calls for.
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
For the time that Forrest and I were together strange things happened. We went to BUKU together in New Orleans. While we were there we were doing some after-party business after the festival was over and had a bunch of people showing up. All of a sudden, I say that because I really did not see this man walk up, this guy was standing in front of Forrest and me asking for some of what we had... Forrest looked at him and all he said was "I see your light" and the kid almost started to cry.... He said that he could see that he was troubled with it and that he shouldn't be because he was right and on the right path... next thing I knew Forrest is in the middle of what looked like a huddle in football but it was the guy and all of his friends, praying with Forrest... in a group prayer. I had never seen anything like it in my life. Here I am in the middle of New Orleans in a random parking lot at 4 in the morning... talking about God with people I had just met not 5 minutes ago. It was magical and when the sun came up a man from a big hotel next to us walked over with a big cake box and asked if we wanted something to eat because they had leftovers from a banquet... of course we gratefully accepted and inside was about 30 breakfast burritos ha ha we fed everyone that was now with us.
Before this even occurred something even more bizarre happened. First off I would like to say that I am quite OCD. I could tell you where anything in my house is at any given time. With that being said, one day I went into my closet to find something to wear and my jewelry box caught my attention... it wasn't closed like normal because something big was keeping the top propped open... when I discovered what it was I was confused.. it was a wire wrap ring, a BEAUTIFUL wire wrap ring with a diamond inside... a real diamond. When I saw Forrest that day I asked if it was his... because it only fits on my left thumb... he said he had never seen it before, and neither had I. He is convinced that God put it there and that it is our engagement ring. I have had many complements on it and many have said that no one makes wraps like this anymore. I have worn it every day since the day 'God gave it to me'
I don't know if this counts as increased psychic abilities because a part of me feels like I have been able to do this my whole life, but I can read people like a book... their intentions, when they are being sneaky, lying, anything... even what they want to ask but wonâ€™t ask.. I can and have on many occasions, read their mind. I also have started reading cards, I do not practice that often, but when I have they have said that I was spot on and I always feel the energy from the reading before during and after which is a strange new thing to me.
So I grew up baptist in a small country church. Very modest in its beliefs. I have always been taught to love one another, obey God, and be humble before The Lord. Some of the things proved difficult over the yrs. I battled with ego, fear, drugs and ignorance for many yrs. I am older than Sarah and had almost been married once before. I loved her dearly. I loved her children as my own. The reasons we r not together were not clear to me at the time. I was dating a beautiful young lady when I met Sarah. I loved her also. She has a beautiful daughter that I loved being near and watching grow. One night as I sat alone at home, watching TV. The figure of God sat down beside me on the couch. It was instant and yet seemed to last a long time. I heard no voice, only visions. I felt as a if I had plugged into a huge universal database. Truths of the world were reveled to me in a flash. I instantly knew my life was dif. I had not met Sarah at this time. But the vision told me if I follow Gods plan for me, that He would take care of me. It said that I had to break up with Madison. No reason why. Just that she was not for me. Well It was so real and still is, that I couldn't go aginst what God had said. I called Madison right away and told her we had to break up. I could not explain to her what had happened. I cared a lot for Madison and this hurt greatly. But I did as I was instructed. Within three days Sarah was at my doorstep and I knew that what had happened to me was real. She was my comframation. God spoke to us on that night. I don't think we had a choice in the matter. From that moment I have not doubted what God tells me. He changed my name like Paul from the bible.
Sarah and I were together for a brief time. But feels like yrs. Time def stopped for us.
Neither of us had any idea what was happening. We had no idea of twin flames. Or what that meant to our lives. We were in the changing process. We were losing our identity. Both of us being mule stubborn, it was a fight. Sarah is strong and has the will of a lion. We both felt unexplained forces driving us on. A feeling of being out of control. And that is big for Sarah, to have control of her life. She is refined and from an upstanding family. Driven. I have had a dif life and perhaps that is why I was more accepting of what was going on.
I had a friend from another state, who I hadn't spoken to in quite sometime, call me and say that her and her bf, whome I had never met, dreamed of me talking to them about enlightenment. She could not explain it.
I had so many strange things like that happen to me while I was with Sarah. I could see ppls lights. I healed a friend from a long heroine addiction. Or should I say God worked through me. He is now helping disable ppl and opened a physical therapy clinic for this purpose. It is amazing to hear his voice and it be clean and full of light.
I have no doubt that when Sarah and I r connected fully, that we open a doorway to the spirit world. Others see it also.
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
I have this inner knowing that we have but we have not spent enough time together yet to figure this out but once we do we will explore this more and hopefully I will be able to answer this question with lots of details!
I don't know that i get that feeling. I feel as if I have always been with her. But I don't have specific memories so to say. Just feelings.
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
My life was a constant battle with depression and anxiety, I had no voice. I was in an abusive relationship up until the age of 21 and then shortly after I was raped and given HPV. I felt like I had no control of my life and I went to my parents for help. They sent me to a rehab called Second Nature, Blue Ridge. It changed my life and gave me the balance I needed to let God see I was ready for Him to bring Forrest into my life. I lived on the Appalachian trail for two months with minimal supplies. I'm talking about; no tents, no flashlights, no matches, no drugs or alcohol of any sort.. just me and God and the others trying to find Him. I want to go back and do it all again as silly as that sounds, maybe I should get a job there.. you have to wait two years before you can apply.. maybe Forrest and I should both work there...
Ok so this is where the story is very bizarre. My life was one on the hustle. I like to say it was my time in darkness and since I met Sarah my life is in light. The last major thing to happen to me happened just before I met her. God spoke to me days before I met her. He told me to brake up with Madison. I did. He told me it was my last time on earth. I was told that my name had changed. I was shown how to find the truths of this world. Sarah came in days after this happened. She was my comfirmation that what had happened was real. So the moment before that happened I was a man in darkness and the second after I am a man in light. I am still learning to handle it.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
I have not tried to find any so I'm afraid not.. so far at least. Maybe Forrest has noticed some..
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
Yes. In fact, yesterday 11/5/2014, I finally told my older sister (Lenoir, 25) about what happened to me.. talk about a huge decision. And she said to me that I am a radical person and she has always known my whole life that I was different and meant for something big... my sister... I couldn't believe it, I expected her to doubt me and think I was crazy.. but she didn't and that gave me such joy all the way to my soul. I have also thought since a young age that I was meant for something more and I have always been different.. my mother used to say that when I was younger I told her all the time that I wanted to be a nun.. I'm glad I didn't but I still think about that sometimes.. but I really want children so. I also used to call myself a Morph, that was my nickname for myself, because I always felt like I fit into every group like I was all of them in one.
When I was 7 God spoke to me to say that I would be here in the end. That was all that was said. I know that I have never fit the mold that society says I should. I have always thought that my path was one of the bush. Not beaten down by others but carved out by myself. I pride myself on being unique in my thoughts and actions. That is when I was in darkness, now I just obey and understand that all of that is ego. Most days I can laugh at ego.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
Open your heart, I was not prepared nor expecting to meet Forrest when we met.. but I was open and when the feelings hit me I was honest to others and myself about them. Let God guide you and try not to be afraid if you feel alone.. just remember you are never alone with God. And if you are already in one of these relationships, give yourself a pat on the back.. these relationships are hard no matter how strong they are.. but keep reminding yourself that during these hard times you are growing and healing and meant for something more and there are others out there who need us to show them our bonds of love so stick with your partner and find your balance so that you both can fulfill Gods purpose for u!
I say to just be honest with yourself and your partner. Remember to honor the gift u have been given by sharing your love with others. Put God first in your life. Trust in the geometry of the world. Know that you are a spiritual being having a human experience.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
I think the only question I would like to see on here is; Do you ever have doubt? And if so, what do you do to deal with it?
How opposites are supposed to coexist
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soul mate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
Forrest DID awaken me. I don't know if I awakened him, I feel like he was much more enlightened than I when we met... I told him the other day that I wish I didn't feel like I was the only one who had adjusting to do.. but he assured me that we both have adjusting to do.. I just feel like he is way ahead of me. Now that I'm thinking about it though.. maybe God awakened us at the same time... but no.. Forrest had visions long before I was apart of his life this time around.
Sarah says I woke her up. That she had given up on God until she met me. I think it was God moving in her that changed her. I know it wasn't me. I can allow God to move through me but I am only a vessel. He is the wine that fills the cask.
User Generated Questionnaire:
Answers to questions that Collapsing
Duality Twin Flames Need From You!
What do you do to stay grounded in the here and now? From - Kristin and Jude
Sarah: Exercise, it helps me stay grounded. Also, friends help me stay in the here and now.
Forest: Sarah keeps me grounded. I live in a spiritual world. More so than I should at times.
When you look into their eyes or make love, what do you experience? Kandice and Matt
Sarah: Heaven. I could look at Forrest all day and be completely content and loving him is the same way, I could give myself to him fully the entire day and not grow tired.. Being that close to him is the greatest gift I've ever received.
Forrest: Time Stops!
Do you believe that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with? Cinderella Man and Capmoon
Sarah: I believe in other soul-mates that you can share a happy life with; if you have not met your twin-flame yet or even if you have met them and they were not ready or treated you badly.. part of the reason I left Forrest was because he treated me unkind and while I have been with Vaughan I tried to focus on what Forrest did wrong in order to justify my leaving him. It did not work for me. But if your flame treats you flat out wrong, that is reason enough to leave and I assure you that you will find a soul mate to be happy with because you have felt real love and you know how to truly love others now.
Forrest: I believe ignorance is bliss. That if I had never met her I wouldn't have know what I was missing and therefor couldn't miss her.
Is there anything on our site that you would like to see? Persephone and Rosebud
Sarah: Our Story
How have conflicts between the two of you affected your relationship? Pearl and Gloria
Sarah: Oh boy.. I don't even know how to explain this. Some of our fights get really intense because I don't like him telling me what... because we haven't even known each other that long... so how the hell could he know me... but he really does know me... and he tells me the cold hard truth... and I hate it, but I love it at the same time. And then I wonder; if he knows all this truth about me, doesn't that mean I know him just as well and can tell him what? Because so far he doesn't really let me do that and he always has an explanation... so something is up here... Forrest?
Forrest: We are separated now.
How do you manage the intensity of your twin flame relationship. David and Margaret
Sarah: Right now the distance is the only thing keeping the intensity down. but when we were together, being outside helped. and laying in the hammock together. or watching a movie with each other just laying close without talking helps.
Forrest: Very carefully.
What do you feel is your shared purpose? Did you know about twin flames before meeting? Do you plan to participate in twin flame events? Tracy and Don
Sarah: We have not figured out our purpose yet, we were just talking about it today 11/6/2014 actually and I told Forrest that I'm sure God will let us know once we are together and have found our balance. I did not know about twin flames until Forrest and I had our first fight after meeting, I was just on the internet and searched "one soul" and it was strangely the first link that came up and I read it.. the entire site. I wish I knew what sight it was now... I just tried to find it and didn't have much luck which weirds me out even more ha. And as soon as I finished reading about it I told Forrest that I had to talk to him and he met me immediately and I cried and told him what I found out and from that point on we knew for certain we were twin flames.
I would love to participate in events and I am sure that Forrest would love to also.
Forrest: I had no idea about them. And I would love to attend a twin flame event. I have no doubt that our purpose will be reveled to us. We r both large personalities.
What does the merging feel like? Anonymous Posting
Sarah: The merging feels like coming home. It feels like a wave of peace. It feels like overwhelming joy. childlike happiness. Godly awareness. love.
Forrest: It feels amazing! Like growth you can see and feel.
How do you cope with the terrible emotional turmoil? Anon and Anon
Sarah: With a lot of good food, thank God that He made the other half of me a phenomenal cook.. I still think about the first steak Forrest made for me.. because I didn't finish it.. and man do I wish I had finished it now haha also cannabis helps with coping and lots and lots of hugs and kisses and sweet sweet love. You can make it through the turmoil, because you are not in this alone..
Forrest: I pray for understanding.
What makes you so sure you found your twin? Joanna and Albin
Sarah: When you have found them this question can only be answered with the extremely vague "When you find them, you will KNOW". You just know, there is no doubt.. because it cannot be doubted.. its like asking someone in a dark room after you flip the light switch to turn it on "How do you know the light is on?" when you are surround by the light, when you see it, you know. Also when I am with Forrest I feel closer to God than I ever have, and we both long to be closer to Him and through him closer to each other.
Forrest: Because I wasn't looking for her.
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....
I believe in God
Are you artistic.................................................? Yes
Do you believe in reincarnation...................? Yes
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