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Your Name/Nickname.........Wendy Age: 26 Sun sign... Libra
Country........................ USA State........... CA
Occupation..................Student
Email contact...............macadamianut2772@yahoo.com
Your Twins name/nickname........Peter Age: 23 Sun sign.... Aquarius
Country.........................USA State......... CA
Occupation..................N/A
Site Link.......................N/A
Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....)
Online. We met through a website in which we both joined because we both have been suffering with similar symptoms and disorder (depersonalization, ocd) for many years. We began to chat and that night I had a dream of him walking beside me and he had a dream of being in higher dimensions where only colors exist lol. We chatted on messenger the first time for 5 hours and had a hard time stopping the convo.
Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?
His eyes and smile... they reveal the universe to me and draw my heart and soul in like a magnet. And of course his loving heart...
How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?
It has helped me awaken spiritually and heal emotionally. Its weird but sometimes I cannot remember much before him. He has changed me... love has changed me. When I'm with him its the closest to BEING I have ever felt.
Here is a poem I wrote to him after he shared a poem with me..
I've never felt this inside. Not like this. I'm wondering if this is ok to feel lol It's deep and it scares me, yet it comforts me. You are a soft blanket covering me. I feel you surround me. I don't fully comprehend this. I don't know if it's normal. I cant stare in your eyes. The galaxy gazes back at me. I ask myself if it is ok to feel. I slip into a madness. with you I'm like a waterfall.. I flow freely and then suddenly I'm falling .. I'm falling into you... merging with the Life in you. What are we? One day we'll escape these bodies. Like the wind swimming through the valleys. I want you. But how can I have something that I cannot have. My heart reminds me that you are always inside me... beating proudly to the sound of the One drum. The universal language. You are a river flowing throughout my body. You are an echo in my soul reminding me that I am already whole. No matter where the paths of life lead us, I know you walk with me from within me. You open my eyes to the many mansions inside. You've place your home/world in and you've locked it. This love can move mountains and transform the world into a shooting star.
I love you
Do you share many synchronicities together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us?
We wake up at the same time often around 3am very wide-eyed and 100% aware of each other. We feel each others pains and know if something is very wrong with the other right away. A funny thing happened after we first met and stopped talking for a week is that I couldn't stop thinking about him and a car with his name appeared on a cars license plate right in front of me as I drove to reconnected with him lol
We also have telepathic convos at night. Its fascinating!! We also spark each others kundalini from afar through connecting in love.
Something so beautiful was that the first time we met it was at the beach at night and we saw many shooting stars and lights on the sky. :D I could also see energy moving near him as if it was spirits or something.
I have also seen him in my dreams before meeting him.
If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here.
He knows and we have met a few times, but the situation is that I am in a relationship with a soul mate partner and have been for four years. I met my twin online a year ago but we experienced a merging after speaking in May and that has had an affect on my current relationship.. as I love both dearly, I am in the process of seeing what I should do. It is very confusing. My twin loves me dearly as I do him, but my bf and I have been together for four long years and have similar experiences as my twin flame and I, but not so intensely. So, it's a hard situation :/
I took a break from my bf to be around my twin more, but felt bad and went back with my bf. My twin accepts it, but we long for each other often and text or email. I love him so...
Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.
I experienced increase in kundalini activity upon a merging experience we had in May... as did he. I began to experience seeing more auras, sparks of light, and telepathy with anyone I would come in contact with during that time. It was quite a strong experience and has lessened a bit since. We also see number patterns together often and he says he gets deja vu every time we are together. He also has helped me to open my heart more.. and see love in everything I see and put it into everything I do. I see him in everything.. the clouds, the trees... faces.. I hear him in music. When we are separated I feel as though I can't function sometimes because he comes into my mind often. I try to balance it out by reminding myself that he is within and within everything. But my heart hurts when I don't hear from him and sometimes I get so desperate.. its scares me.
I have also embodied my twin while he was in his room.. I could see his room from his eyes.. and I even told him later that he has a messy room. And he cleaned it quickly LOL
Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below.
We have had a a few lives together. A love triangle in France with him and my current bf (lol). Then we have had a life in Russia.. he died while I had our baby in my arms and he remembers my despair. We were also orphans somewhere in Europe and fended for each other on the streets... we loved each other so much.
The first time I saw him was in dreams and a vision before I met him. The first dream was us both as faerie's. :)
How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion?
My twin and I both had a strong spiritual awakening in 2007. I met my romantic soul mate partner who has helped me to evolve enough in order to find my twin. Before I met my twin I didn't know how incomplete I could feel.. and that only he could fill that space. But the experience is now teaching me that I must fill that space to be a strong pillar beside him.. whether we are friends, partners, or in a relationship.
Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonacci Sequence as it relates to date/time?
The karmic experience that took place was that a week after a merging experience we had.. I didn't know what was happening to me... only that I couldn't stop thinking of him and I felt guilty since I had a boyfriend. So I attempted to disconnect from my twin. We both couldn't get off the messenger when I told him I needed to part ways. We just couldn't and finally we did... the next week was a nightmare. I felt that he was dying.. and that my soul was dying.. (this happened in a previous life). I also felt the pain of Adam and Eve. I felt like I was tempted and failed the test. I felt so much emotions lift from me, fears, anxieties.. so much from past and previous lives... I'm happy to have survived that. It was the hardest experience of my life. We both see number patterns and 11:11 often.
Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)
I kept having a vision as a child that I was prophesied about the coming consciousness shift. I also knew some day I'd meet my twin flame. I also have had a NDE at age of 17 and was given the opportunity to leave, but I decided to come back because I knew I had to complete something. I'm glad I came back although it hasn't been so easy. It's also been very beautiful. In 2007 I also had a strong spiritual awakening in which I realized God to be within all beings and is all life itself. I was told that there would be great change in human consciousness.
What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
I would tell them to make time each day to connect with Heart self.. Divine self.. in order to fill the space within that it seems only twin flame or partner can fill. This will draw your partner to you as well as a more harmonious life for yourself and all around you. Or to let the love that the twin flame gives you, serve as a reminder that this love is in all.. that ones twin is within all life everywhere.. and they are the reminder that Divine love is on earth. That you are worth receiving love and all those around you are worth your love. That if you can love yourself as you love your twin.. then you are open to loving all Life everywhere. You can be a flame of Light for all who are around you.
If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here?
When you do something.. anything... laugh, sing, cook, paint.. does it feel like they are doing these things with you.. ? like what?
Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?
Yes, I believe we are both awakening each other.
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What do you do to stay grounded in the here and now? From - Kristin and Jude
Paint, garden, listen to the birds, wind, talk to my family.. draw, visit nature.
When you look into their eyes or make love, what do you experience? Kandice and Matt
I experience feeling like the entire galaxy is looking at me. It's hard, but once I allow it to be.. I feel like I am in the now.. frozen in love.
Do you believe that you only can be happy when finding your twinsoul? Or...do you believe in other soulmates that we can share a happy life with? Cinderella Man and Capmoon
I believe we can share a happy life with anyone. It depends on us... and how much we love ourselves and are compassionate and understanding towards others.
Is there anything on our site that you would like to see? Persephone and Rosebud
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How have conflicts between the two of you affected your relationship? Pearl and Gloria
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How do you manage the intensity of your twin flame relationship. David and Margaret
I meditate, pray a lot and write my feeling out constantly in my journal. I also try to be out in nature more and connect with family more in order to be more present.
What do you feel is your shared purpose? Did you know about twin flames before meeting? Do you plan to participate in twin flame events? Tracy and Don
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What does the merging feel like? Anonymous Posting
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How do you cope with the terrible emotional turmoil? Anon and Anon
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What makes you so sure you found your twin? Joanna and Albin
My heart knows. :)
How would you describe your spiritual beliefs....
Love is all that is..
Are you artistic.................................................? Yes
Do you believe in reincarnation...................? Yes
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Twin Flames - Wendy and Peter
From The USA Posted on 8/16/2011
