Twin Flames - Zach and Bailey WillSilververRachel and Lacey
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Zach and Bailey
from USA
posted on 4/3/2010




























Your Name/Nickname.........Zach                     Age: 21                  Sun sign....Aquarius

Country........................ USA                              State........... Hawaii

Occupation..................Student/Carpenter

Email contact..............ZachBailey918@gmail.com

Your twins name/nickname........ Bailey           Age:  32                  Sun sign.....Libra

Country.........................USA                               State ........... Oklahoma
                                                    
Occupation..................Student



Please tell us how you met? (Internet, store, vacationing, dancing, etc....) 

I met bailey while playing a video game on the playstation network. I wasnt paying attention to who was in the game but as soon as i heard her voice i was intoxicated by it. She had also noticed my voice and this is why she turned her mic on. We started to write messages to each other and would later talk for hours. Before i knew it, 8 hours had gone by and the sun was rising. Neither of us would tell the other until much later, but this was highly abnormal for the both of us. I didnt talk to anyone for extended periods of time, let alone play with them - and neither did she. There was just a level of comfort and trust with her that I've never felt. Something I imagined you would build over a lifelong relationship. Even when I knew that a lifelong relationship would never bring me closer to anyone. My walls were too built up - and for a reason! Theres only one person that could bring them down.


Please tell us about those special things that draw you to your soulmate or twin flame?  

Bailey's ways have always drawn me in like nothing else in life ever could. From the moment I heard her voice, there was an overwhlming feeling of attraction and love. Our connection could have only been explained as instantly familiar, as it was if we spent many lives side by side. and we now believe that we have. We have also never played mind games with each other and didnt have to speak of it as it came completely natural, nor have we been worried about the other being tempted. We're 3,000 miles apart but know we only find eachother attractive. As obbsesive as it is, I cant spend a single day without hearing her voice and seeing her through webcam, and couldnt bear having to do so. We both count down the seconds until I get home from work and feels as if I am holding my breath until I finally get to talk to her.


How has finding your soulmate/twin flame changed your life?  

My life is nothing like it used to be and I thank God for it everyday. Before I met Bailey I truly felt i would always be alone. From the time I was little I had these conflicting inner issues that would prevent me from getting close to anyone. I didnt understand it, but even at the age 4 I sensed the lying and untrustwory personalities from others. I initially thought it was a good sense to have, but as I grew older it only showed me how many people were incapable of being themselves, and even if they were that it was unmatching of what I really wanted. A lot of people could be happy with what they got and even if it was what others found perfect, it was anything but to myself. No person or thing was ever good enough for me. I hated this trait about myself and tried to counter it numerous times, but it was set in stone. I was also very stubborn and strictly opioninated, witch lead to alot of discontent and people attempting to argue with me. My reunion with Bailey has turned this world on its head. Not only is she everything that I thought was impossible to have, but has taught me so much along the way. I have no walls or stubborn ways with her and truly am a better person WITH her, and know its the only way I could have gotten to where I am today. Also, my spirituality was nearly non-exsistent until we were reunited in this life. I believed in God and had even had my prayers answered, but felt a lack of caring through out my life when it came down to this aspect. She has brought me closer to oneness, and closer to God in ways I could'nt have dreamt of.


Do you share many synchronicitis together? If so, please think of what they are and tell us? 

Synchronicities have been a major contributor to us finding out what we have. From the very day we met we were astonished at the amount of things we had in comon. To really start at the begenning I would have to start before either of us were born. (keep in mind that these are just the things we know about) Both of our mothers had abortions right before they had us. As weird as it would be for any one women to have an abortion, and continue to have another baby. It would be twice as unlikly that both of our mothers would do so. Our fathers were born in the same exact town of the same exact state. We have both been extremly interested in history and military history, in fact all things military. (I dont mean war and killing, but rather just the technology and history of war.) Also - we both love to play video games, but of only the same gere. On the game we met, there are over 15 diffrent game types and we were both playing in an unpopular lobby. Also when watching her play, it's almost as if I'm the one controlling her chacter... Its hard to explain to anyone who hasnt played that paticular game but it's really like I'm watching myself play. We have the same two favorite directors, and love all the same music - which is a very wide variety. There's only been one song, that I've learned how to play on the piano (bethovens fur elise) and its the one and only song she knows how to play. We love and dislike all the exact same foods, and even more particular - we will only eat the same 3 foods as leftovers. Both of our moms are RH- blood types. And we have nearly identicle ethnic backgrounds. Both predominetly being german, and then english, irish, scotish, swedish and indian. we are currently an ocean apart, but i feel her emotions as if they were my own. One afternoon at work i started feeling sleepy all of a suden. I found it strange because only 5 minutes ago i was feeling wide awake. So... I checked my phone to see if it was getting late, and she had wrote me a text saying she was laying down for a quick rest before I got home. This has happended a countless amount of times with diffrent emotions and on an almost daily basis. Also we sleep in a chat room together, with web cams, and are always rolling around at the same times. Even waking up at the same times when one of us had gotten to sleep much earlier that night. Which honestly isnt very often because we're always tired at the same time and ready to go to sleep at the same time. We have the same favorite color even though its an odd one, and share the same innate senstivity to chemicals and household cleaners. The list goes on and on!...


If you believe you have found your soulmate or twin flame but he/she doesn't know it or can't be with you due to certain circumstances, please tell us about your situation here. 

Me and Bailey know full what we have, but can't currently be in person together. I live in Hawaii, and am unable to move. She lives in Oklahoma where she's also tied down with resposabilites. This is soon to change, so we will both be sure to come back and report our meeting experience.


Below, list all strange phenomena, if any, related to time, increased psychic abilities, or feelings pertaining to how your partner is feeling when you are separated from one another.  

Me and bailey have always encountered a series of seprate strange phenomenons, but usually relating to psychic abilities. In this respect I feel that she was far advanced - even as a child as she saw ghosts and had many cpeepy experinces. But with the both of us put together our physic abilites were greatly stronger. I felt her thoughts resonating, and a sort of inner communciation that made me feel like I was crazy at times, but was proved to be exactly what she was thinking on too many seprate occasions to be coincidence. If she was upset, I could feel it and knew her exact thoughts, thus making it much easier when she didnt want to tell me what was bothering her. We often joked about bank robberies or hostage situations, saying we could communicate without a word spoken, and know exactly what to do. But it wasn't a joke as I know we could harness such abilities with ease if we needed to. It had never made sense to me, why guys and girls just didnt get each
other, and was quite further off myself than what was commonly accepted but now know. There is'nt anyone BUT Bailey that I was meant to understand and I do completley and with psychic abilities. Also, time has definitely changed when spending time with her, but has always seemed to speed up as we have so much fun together. We have read that it is only supposed to slow when your with your twin flame, but maybe that is an experince weve yet to have. Perhaps when we are laying side by side in person, staring each other in the eyes XD


Do you and your partner have the feeling that this isn't the only lifetime you have spent together? If so, please tell us about it, below. 

As crazy and as unpopular as it seems, we feel as if we were german soldiers during WWII. Not only that - the uniforms and weapons look and feel familiar, but the time period of WWII in general. I often watch documentaries with Bailey, that are around this time and the cars and household appliances are also extremly familiar to us, like we could pick up during this era without skiping a beat. Its not ALL to clear to me but I know that we were soldier friends and she was a guy. Bailey's also had flashbacks and dreams ever since she was a child, about drownding in a green walled pool in a factory. She dosent know how or specifically when but we know it was in germany, around WWII, and that we most likely died together. I have also had a flashbacks of us in a pre-war parade. To the credit of this we have always had a liking with german made products well before we knew they were even german made.


How would you describe your life up until the time you found your soulmate or twin flame? What is the last "big thing" to have happened to you prior to your reunion? 

I had always carried myself with a posative attitude, but was really starting to doubt my reasons for being here. I had a few relationships, even one that lasted for quite awhile but was never satisfied. We didn't like any of the same things and contrary to what people commonly say in the world of incompatible relationships, differences are NOT what bring two people together. I couldn't agree with anyone on everything, so felt I was truly by myself in this life. I hated the idea of it, but was certain I would live out my last days old and alone. The last big thing that I did before we met, was simply to stop looking for that one special person that I would have perfect compatability with. I had completely shot the notion of ever meeting Mrs Perfect, and in fact lost all motivation and want to waste any time on any relationships AT ALL! I had much more fun spending time alone, as i did growing up and planned on spending a lot more alone in the future. With Bailey, Ive found that Mrs perfect, and can still spend time alone, as we are the same person.


Have you noticed any recurring themes in your relationships, ie..past karmic experiences that keep popping up or the numbers 11 11 and the Fibonaccie Sequence as it relates to date/time? 

First, let me say that we had never heard about twin flames or twinsouls until about three quarters of the way through our reunion and in fact, we're both the type of skeptical people to laugh at such an idea before we were together. Through my personal experinces I thought that such a connection was science fiction and that you would be trying to make something extraordinary out of ordinary coincidence if you said it was anything more than normal. When I met Bailey, these things drasticly changed and brought out facts that I could never deny, and that would single handedly put the skeptic in me to rest. As far back as15 years old I can remember seeing 11 11 on a regular basis. Sometimes it was quite often, other times I would only see it few and thin in a few months. As I have explained to Bailey before it would increase, anytime I made morally right decisions, or steps to what I see now as clearing karma to meet her. But of course, it didnt make sense to me then, and hadn't until not too long ago. We were always curious to what our synchronicities and things we had in common meant. We would even go the extent of saying that maybe God made a mistake with us and we know things we are not supposed to know. However, I never would have imagined that it had to do with 11 11. Whenever me and Bailey were talking, it would appear on a regular basis. When texting each other I would gets texts at exactly 11:11 and would be impossible for her to time it as it's always 5 hours and a few random minutes time difference (6 hours with daylight savings). I texted her once while she was at Walmart and checking out and the moment she recieved my text the clerk says, 11dollars and 11 cents change, here you go. Shocked, she looks at her phone to reply to my texts and the time was 11:11 these appearances were all of a suden and ever growing with every day. I told her how I've seen it before, but never like this, and never this often. It made no sense. I had even looked it up on google a few years ago to see if anyone was seeing this or if I was just imagining it, and suprisingly I had no more search results then a few articles about numerology and a pictures of clocks at 11:11 One afternoon after many synchronicities, Bailey was compelled to look up soulmates. One of the first things she found was a twinflame site. And you could imagine our shock when we read the common synchronicities of twinflames and found everything that didnt make sense to us. We are also 11 years apart in age - That couldn't be any other way. If either of us was older or younger we would not only lose our "11" year age diffrence but our compatability with chinese astrolgy, and is as if we were born to the very hour for our compatabilty. If I was born only a few hours earlier, i would have been a Capricorn instead of an Aquarius and Capricorns have so so compatabilty with Libras. If she was born when she was supposed to, she wouldn't have been a Libra - either way (she was born two weeks early.) Also - something that has always followed Bailey is her age. People have always thought she was much younger then she really was and this is no exception today. She is 32 at the moment and people think she is exactly my age.Theoretically we know she is, as we were made at the exact same time, but even physically she looks on my level. Its not that even someone 32 looks bad, they just look 32 and she really doesn't. Take note to pictures :)



Have either you, your partner or both of you together, had the feeling from a very young age that you were put here to fulfill a purpose for which you never received any specific instructions? (feelings of a spiritual calling, a higher call, or a greater purpose.)  

Ive always felt I was put on this planet for a specfic reason, but never would have imagined what my true goal was. Something we will contine to figure out and fulfill as we come together and spread love to all, like all reunited twin flames do.


What advice would you give to anyone out there who is either searching for their own twin flame or soulmate or is in the middle of one of these relationships?
 
Dont force it! it's bound to happen in this life or the next. You're only going to further youself from truly finding your twin if you try to turn every person you meet, into your other half. Focus on your self and grow as an indivisual and this will surly come a lot faster. I searched all my life for the perfect match and didnt find it until I stoped looking.


If you were the webmaster of this site, what is one question you would ask, that you did not see here? 

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Do you believe that upon finding your twin flame/soulmate that one of you has awakened the other, so to speak?

I have always felt that Bailey was the more advanced and knowledgeable portion of our soul, and has most certainly awakened me so to speak. She has taught me everything worth knowing, or showed me the way with lessons I had to learn for myself. She is my my teacher, my best friend, my mom and yet - my daughter. She is my lover and everything in between. There really is'nt a role of anyone in my life that she doesn't fill. But this didn't come easy... We have been through a lot over time to break each others walls down and keep pride and ego out of our reunion. When we first met we spent every night and day together for 3 months, playing and talking for hours amongst hours and didn't miss a single night of sleeping together. I had never felt such passionate feelings for anyone, let alone someone 3,000 miles away, so was very confusing. All I knew was I didn't want to be away from her. We were inseperable and wouldn't have it any other way. And for the BOTH of us, it was the most fun we had ever had. Even a single days time would surpass anything we had previously experinced in life... As instanly as I loved her voice, I was madly in love with her!  I couldnt believe the closeness we felt... She was everything I ever wanted... But as I said above we had walls and karmic issues to get past which at a point, tested our very existence. I knew I could trust Bailey with my life, but these issues really brought out my ego and pride. My reaction wasn't an unusual one. When I didnt know how to deal with something, I would clam up and try and put it out of sight. We had issues to overcome but I didn't want to climb them. The issues were not with us directly, but more so, just not knowing how handle such strong feelings and such overpowering jealousy. One afternoon my will reached a breaking point and after a night of standoffish text messaging, I stoped talking to Bailey altogether. Little did I know, the most dreadful experince of my life was soon to follow...

As blind as I was at this time, I thought I could simply get over what we had before. It was too strong... It was much harder on my will and physical state than I thought was humanly possible, but this has gotta pass. I soon realized how very wrong I was. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get over these feelings and knew I was in the wrong. They grew stronger, as my soul, body and mind grew weaker and went on for a whole two months. God knew we couldnt live without each other any longer and almost as if turned on by a light switch the weird signs and syncrinicties that we had always shared, started to grow and would constantly point me in her direction. One such notable occasion was while I toured the largest telescope in the world here in hawaii. I was part of an astronomy course and got the special privelege of being able to actually sit in the hot spot and control the beheamith telescope for 15 minutes.(This course was only applied through a professor friend of my dad, otherwise I would have surely been kicked out for lowsy attendence and my utter carelessness while in class. Not that the subject wasn't interesting enough, but what good am I without the other half of myself, and even though this was nearly two months later, I was in no way better - in fact, much worse off, as it was only stronger. She was on my mind every minute of every day) now I have not mentioned this yet, but Bailey's astrological sign is Libra (Im an aquarius) and what I don't have to mention is the sky is a pretty big place. Anyone who looks up at the night sky knows you have a lot of different areas to look at. As I controlled and zoomed this huge telescope (electronically) and with an astronomers helping hand, I found a rather dark area of sky near the horizon. Not immediatly apparent to everyone, darker spots are'nt dulled by starlight from other stars, so makes it easier to view objects further away. I reached a certain focal zoom and stopped... I sat here for awhile just staring at the stars and surrounding area and couldn't help but feel this overwhelming feeling of love for bailey. It was as if I was in the middle of a once in a lifetime experince, but was completely unfocused on what I was doing. The astronomer then asked if I knew where I was looking(for my lack of paying attention in class and the genral subject i was clueless.) "No," I replied and he said well.... thats the constelation libra.
These kind of signs only continued with each new day until we finally re-united and they continue past this very point. I was miserable without her and her without me, because I could feel it. But this is where I learned a lot from my other half and her knowledge. As much as I pushed her away, she didn't once give up on me. Showing me I had nothing to be affraid of and that she loved me unconditionally. I now spend every day showing her the same unconditional love and let me say - it is truly unconditional! I feel it pure through my heart and am no longer affraid to lose her because I know how helpless we both are when without each other and how God has looked out for us in our grimmest of times.


How would you describe your spiritual beliefs..? 

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Are you artistic..................................................?  No

Do you believe in reincarnation.........................?  Yes


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